Hmm. Wish to get back my happy face :')
This is the first day without him.
I still miss him, I miss him so much.
Not meeting him in the morning ,
he's not fetching me and say good morning to me anymore ,
not seeing him in the college boundary ,
not receiving any messages from him ,
not able to have lunch with him ,
not able to spend our free time together anymore.
I miss how me smile to me because it always made my day.
He's like my angel , my baby boy.
I'm blaming myself all the time. I really hated myself so much.
I ruined everything by my own hand. I sent him off. I sent him away from me.
How wish he could come back.
If he finds me , I'll just go over and give him a big hug.
I LOVE YOU.
Don't look back , but the future.
I could picture it :')
